Last week, I was accepted into the film studies program at NC State University. I'm stoked, because I'll actually be studying something I've become very passionate about over the past few years. I think I've actually found a major I won't change two months in!
This means I have to move. I have to find a job. I have to find a place to live. I have to meet people. I have to learn how to navigate the freeways. Comparing all of these things to my present situation wasn't that bad, either. I hate moving, but I'd love to move out of Greenville. My job right now is boring and I don't have many hours. My apartment is okay, but the shower is too small and I never have enough hot water. I have many friends, but I wouldn't be sad if the majority of people in this town turned into piles of sand overnight. This town has no freeways...
That being said, yesterday I got a call from East Coast Music and Video. It's only to most awesome movie rental store and music shop EVER. I put in my application two months ago (the application was fun), hoping that if I got a job I would be able to handle living here for just one and half more years to finish school. Now, after actually making the decision to leave, they offer me a job. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. Is this a sign? Should I stay here in my comfortable house with an amazing job in a crappy town?
I hate job searching. And apartment hunting. And meeting people. Or maybe I think I do, since doing those things in Greenville always ends with NO job (except when you're leaving, apparently), underwhelming living situations, and talking to idiots.
And on top of all this, I HATE THE SUMMER TIME. It's hard to year heels when you're sweating profusely and the air feels like I'm walking through hot and sour soup. I never feel like getting dressed in the summer time. I have to shave my legs for shorts (which are really just my jeans rolled up) and dresses, and I usually just end up wearing my one pair of gym shorts all week and pulling out all of my free t-shirts from campus activities. In short - SUMMER IS THE LEAST GLAMOROUS SEASON AND IT SUCKS.
Now I'm going to walk my dog, and watch my face melt off.